Empathy of Love

You can never deny what is meant to be even though you look the other way, you can try to ignore it all you want but the reality is different. There are times where we just want to ignore what we are feeling because deep inside we know it’s going to hurt, but at the same time we know that the same thing that could hurt us makes us extremely happy or as somebody I know says “it completes our happiness.” I always wonder why I choose to write about love and relationships or life in general, but I really never understand why except for the extreme emotion that I feel within. Why not write about what makes you feel alive or a desire to live? I thought that 2018 was going to be my year I would thrive, and it would be amazing with new changes, however for half of the year I felt like my life was going downhill. I have been divorced for 6 years and I was finally in a relationship with a man that I had met who I thought was above and beyond my expectation, but again I was wrong and at the beginning of the year it led to a heartbreak. Other things that were not so good happened in my life around the same time, I just didn’t feel like myself and felt lost in the world full of expectations for myself; I honestly felt stuck in a ditch not knowing how to get myself out or who to call to help me. That went on for a couple of months until I truly feel that I met one of my purposes in life, the being who would connect with my heart, soul, mind, body & spirit. Things have not been all fun and games in this relationship, but they have been meaningful even if at time they may cause a heartache. The way I see myself & the world around me has changed drastically not so much because of him, but because I am happy and at peace. I know that I am loved even if no words are expressed or even if we’re not together because I can feel it deep down into the core of my being, of my spirit, of my heart; I feel like we do not need words to express all that we feel because our energy or our actions prove it all. I know that people may ask me why I am still here with this being that may be broken or unstable but that’s what love is, being with someone in their time of need and loving them for who they are and supporting them as much as humanly possible. Relationships are about 2 souls not just one and when you give of yourself you receive so much more. Being an Empath, you overly feel or over think everything that is going around you and in my case I can say it’s a blessing and a curse but, I would not change it for anything in this world. There are no coincidences in life because everything happens for a reason, and I am accepting my reason, my purpose with an open heart full of love.

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